…hold onto pain for no reason
…write feelings not words
…hope I can make sense of things
…wonder if I’ll get to see it all
…let my eyes land on every crevice of this world
…want to be a king on this earth
…want money and women
…don’t know what I want
…panic for a moment picture my soul freezing over
…see my body calloused, my eyes on plastic and nothing matters
…run my finger through the roughest surface
…just want to feel something other than me
…like to romanticize every aspect of life
…don’t really mean it when I apologize
…know I’ll do better next time
…wish I could have taken my dad’s place when he died
…just want to rest
…don’t want to tell you another thing
…think it’s funny how I want money just so I can run away from everything