@23 smile wider, but hate deeper
@23 my brother accepted and so have I…his pains deceiver
@23 my faults clearer, deaths nearer at least in terms of age
I’ve never closed to the idea of the reliever of pain
@23 each lyric delivers optimal rage
@23 I’ve never hid from decisions
@23 The eraser of mundane, anxious for all the wrong reasons
Everything around me seems to be disappearing @23
That goes for fate, faith, weight and the whole shebang
That goes for hate, change, traits that I thought were me
That goes for who I am, was and everything I aspire to be
This is me, worst spender, broke all the time
This is me 185, 8 mile runner, leg hurting heart left behind
This is me and it’s for all the wrong reasons
@23, why am I insistent on fighting my freedom
@23, why am I optimistic, but constantly down in depression
Let me frown for a second, looks like i found my permanent expression
@23 I feel my will expire...out in those woods there's liars
they will hang me on my denial
That @23 I’m this side of paradise, @23 my insides a gold mine
@23 feel left out @23 still got friends, but friends they all feel I’m better left out
@23 Just a token of madness, just the sadness I…faltered
Just my god on father, and every day gone by his death…harder
I feel like ruin @23 too obsessed @23
Talent grows, maturity regress, I feel the depths @23
Visions they heighten, path it brightens no one better than me @23