Now that you are gone…
No closure just the love lost
Soldier on…
To where?
Find a place where the hurt end?
Always wrote with premeditation
I may have to live the rest of my life medicated
Tainted by hatred
Long life
I can't live life patient
What will it get me?
This is what I wanted
This is the crutch that I hoped for
More motivation?
What the fucks next?
Shit just don’t make sense
If this is what I wanted
Why do I still want more?
Am I not yet completed?
All pain compiled
A long list of altered reasons
Hit strides like a horse
I just want people to like me more
Now that you are gone
I have to fend for myself
I have to work harder
I have to strain hours
I have to shape days
Now that you are gone…
Is this what I wanted?
Make my legend righteous
Let the obstacles heighten
Guess that is what I wanted
Linger as the broken
With my soul so haunted
This is what I wanted